Friday, July 15, 2011

Ganah, The Wonderful...



Last night Annabella, Lillian, Sophia (sisters) and Isla (a cousin) - 4 of our beloved chicklettes all spent the night. We read, played games and said their bedtime prayers. It was a very sweet time.

I think most of all Val - "Ganah" - is the best grandmother and friend to these children. I used to wonder why it was that Val and I got along so well, we were so different (plus, she often doesn't think my humor is all that funny) but I have come to realize that her infinite love and care toward this family, toward me is something I took for granted for a very long time.

I just love this picture of her calming Sophia at my mother's funeral/burial. How foreign to a small child, is death. No matter, Val has been able to always make tough things smooth out with these grandkids.

I used to find reasons to be convinced Val and I could never be what we have become. I am sad and sorry that it took cancer to teach me so many important lessons. [They paved paradise and put up a parking lot. Don't it always seem to go, you don't know what you have til its gone...]

I'm Back On...


(check out that "gut" -- awful!!)

When Val was diagnosed with her recurrent cancer last September 6th (2010) I thought, "who cares?" So I quit my effort to take better care of myself; lose weight, eat right, walk, and CHANGE!

Well, I am not weighing the most I have ever weighed (lbs. of record to follow) and so, I have announced to my family that I am (a) BACK! (b) going to prep for another 5k walk/run -and- (c) end this madness of self destruction.

I love life, and though I am so very sad to see Val slipping away from me (she is on hospice now, no more treatments, she is terminal and probably has only 3-4 months to live) I come from a line of LONG LIFE LIVERS, so I need to tune up, and get it together. For me and for my family.

Here we go again.... "I'm Back............."